Me Amour ♥

nite oh nite !

2009-01-26T22:17:00.004+08:00

Mlm ni t'sgtla boring spt mlm2 yg laen..cme hari ni boring aku da smpai thap max n aku da t'rase mcm nk gi somewhere yg leh tnangkn hati aku mcm pulau or pntai..
alangkah indahnye if skg ni aku dpt jln2 kt tepi pntai n dpt mnikmati pmandangan wktu mlm yg btmankn bintang2 di langit..i miss my lil star..i dunno y i felt diz way..oh god,i wish i cud be there..pls3..i noe it might sounds crazy 4 u guys n perhaps u're might think im going insane too..but diz is what i feel deep down inside my heart..
(fatin's getting so weird each day)whatever it is,i need to go to pntai asap or else,i will turn into an alien..haha..(kidding) i juz wanna share my feelings wif u guys..
haih,aku da xtau nk watpe skg ni..bkk myspace pon boring gk..ape je la yg ade dlm myspace tu..mkin lme mkin boring aku tgk..sme pon xbest..
haha..
tp td aku ade chat nagn taufik batisah(not da real taufik) aku je yg men ltak nme tu..hehe..
;)
p/s: msti korg nk tau spe taufik tu kn?wait 4 da next story...hehe..

great time ;)

2009-01-25T13:35:00.006+08:00

haha i noe mmg da lame gle xupdate cte kt cni
msti rmai gle yg mara aku..sorry guys..
aku xde mood nk update cte kt blog ni..uwaaa..xtau npe..
kill me! kill me! hee..
btw, smlm was a hangout day for fedorian..
we had so much fun cuz its been a long time we didnt spend wif each other..
so,yesterday we meet up in almnda,putrajaya..
we went to cinema to watch da latest movie which was(Underworld: Rise of The Lucan)..da movie was great xtually but a bit boring at first..hehe..
soon after da movie end up, we went to putrajaya lake to do some photography session..haha..some might say dat we're like so gedix..but so what?its our day,we can do whatever dat we want..u're gonna deal with it..;)
we arrived at 7(a bit late cuz we're stuck in a traffic jam)
whatever it is, we had a great time..tq dearies..
;)

fedorian.

2009-01-18T20:35:00.003+08:00

i missh u fedorian..
fify,cece n tqa..
cant wait to go home diz upcoming friday..
sorry cant spend diz weekend wif u guys..
there's some leadtrain thingy in my cmpus n all 1st year students are cmpulsory,
so i cant go back..;(
pity me ryte?
whatever it is i hope i can meet u guys diz friday n we can hang out together.
yeay!!
;)

happy birthday nea ;)

2009-01-16T20:39:00.009+08:00

Dear nea ;)
happy 19th birthday syg!
may ALLAH bless u.
smoga ko bjaye dlm hdup n jd da most popular architect ever..hehe..
aku naza n aja always be beside u..
happy sgt dpt wat surprise birthday utk ko last nite..ni sme sepu nye plan..thnks to him, ryte?
die syg giler kt ko...haha..
da best part is dpt mkn secret recipe choc+strawberry cake..wee..
e2pon x abes..sepu ar gi beli kek yg bsar..ingt kteorg ni mkn byk ke..da la late nite..hehe..
whateva it is,
we're gonna be da best roomie 4eva..
;)
p/s: xtually nk gi ltak pic,tp xde usb nk trnsfer file kt comp cc..uwaa...sdey2..
later i'll update the pic.wait n see..

sorry ;(

2009-01-15T17:36:00.002+08:00

hye guys..
sorry sgt2 da lme xupdate story kt cni..i've been so busy..
too much of assignments..mmg lecturer aku ni jeles tol xbg aku mse free nk spend time kt cni..hehe..
anyway,aku ade byk gel la story nk cte tp bkn la skg..later nanti aku update lgi k..;)
aku juz nk ckp aku xsmpat nk update new story at da moment..
juz wanna let u guys noe, i miss u all..spe2 yg tgh tggu my story..so sorry..
i'll be back later..
xoxo.
;)

thnks miss nad nod

2009-01-02T13:12:00.002+08:00

10 things u need to noe bout me

-prefer vanilla ice cream to chocolates ;)
-sumtymes prangai mcm dak2
-ske hang out wif frens
-xske lipas[geli2]
-agak pmalu tp xsmbong
-menci org yg hipokrit
-music e2 khidupanku.;)
-easy to make a new frens
-ske mnde2 cute n kaler pink ;)
-ske bce love novels n kdg2 brangan yg heroin tu dri sndri..haha..
;)

so, award ni bpindah plak dkt:
1) iman
2)syaza
3)syishi
4)amal
5)nami moshi
6)eyka
7)hana
8)nabilah
9)dieyna
10)rara

New Year.

2008-12-31T13:36:00.005+08:00

Goodbye 2008..lots of sweet n bitter memories happened during this year.i'll never ever forget.

march 2008
-got my SPM result n celebrated my 18th birthday in Mid Valley.
-passed my driving license with JPJ

april&may 2008
-spent more time wif fedorian n other frens
-tqa n fie went to matriks.both in tangkak n gambang.

june 2008
-further my studies in iium pj taking architecture
-trying hard to adapt with new envi in cmpus cuz it was my first time stayed in hostel
-met my cute roomies-hajar, naza, nea n syaza(ex roomie)

July 2008
- struggling wif assignments n lectures.

October 2008
- final exam for english n arabic
-final exam results:got A- both in arabic n english n cgpa 3.67.
-the end of sem 1 in uia.alhamdulillah

November 2008
-inter semester vacation for 1 week.
- started my 2nd sem on 10.11.2008.
-lectures begin.
-got a huge fight wif him n our love has broken into pieces.no more him.
-lots n lots of pressure in diz month.

December 2008
- started a new life n new hope.
-ls presentation for individual(got some nerve but overall i did well)
- mid sem exan for english n math : done.

welcome 2009>need to focus more on study.have a little faith in myself.i will get through diz.. i will..amin..no one can stop me to achieve my goal.

p/s: will celebrate my new year in da curve tonite.

pmr victims.

2008-12-30T13:08:00.004+08:00

Pd spe2 yg amek kputusan PMR hari ni..
wishing all of u da best of luck..
hope dak2 pmr thn ni sme nye leh dpt result yg gmpak2..hehe..
so dat,leh la korg amek science stream mcm aku dlu..hehe..
anyway,bg dak2 PMR yg dpt kputusan yg cmerlang..congrats guys! well done !
(teringat plak mse knak2 dlu..mse aku nk g amek pmr nye result..da la lmbt bgn, den bju plak xde..tpkse la pkai skirt labuh ngan blouse..hehe..)
n pd spe2 yg result die kurang m'muaskan,its ok..jgn sdey2..yg pnting kamu sme da cbe yg t'baek mse exam dlu..mayb mse PMR ni bknla rezeki kamu nk dpt result yg ok..mayb rezeki kamu pd SPM nanti..whoe noes ryte? so, from now onwards,cbe tanamkn lbey smgat dlm dri utk blaja bersungguh2 n wat yg tbaek dlm ape2 pon exam yg bkal d hadapi..kamu sme still ade mse utk buktikan pd sme org yg kamu juga boleh bjaye mcm dorg gk..;)
btw,tips utk hari ni..pd adek2 ku..nanti pk baek2 nk msuk aliran ape mse form 4..cuz form 4 tu la yg akn mnentukan laluan mne korg nye kerjaya pd mse akn dtg..chayok2! ;)
jgn pk form 4 ni mse utk korg honeymoon or what..cuz form4 ni la korg kne blaja tol2 sbbnye subjek yg bkal korg blaja xsme mcm form1-form3..if korg lalai utk form4 n tke things lightly,korg akn ktinggalan..so,jgn nakal2 tau..korg adalah harapan utk mama n papa korg!
;)

hush hush by pussycat dolls

2008-12-28T01:28:00.007+08:00

love diz song

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I dont why you think you got a hold on me

And its a little late for conversations
There isnt anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because

I dont want to stay another minute
I dont want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because
I dont want to, do this any longer
I dont want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
Ive already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
Im sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And its a little late for explanations
There isnt anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say baby

I dont want to stay another minute
I dont want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because
I dont want to do this any longer
I dont want you theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
Ive already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying

No more pain
No more hurt
No more trying

I dont want to stay another minute
I dont want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because
I dont want to, do this any longer
I dont want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
Ive already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

out of topic.

2008-12-28T00:16:00.004+08:00

Im back once again..
hehe..
sbnrnye aku xtau pon nk tulis ape utk cte ari ni..
ni pon amal yg suh aku update cte bru sbb sme org pon tgh tggu new strory frm me..
hee..sorry guys aku juz xde idea ckit..
tp xpe..utk ari ni aku nk cte psal prsentation yg aku kne wat last monday..
mse fes2 nk gi kt dpn klas mmg aku agak nrvous la jgak..
tp nagn mke slmbe aku pon pretend la yg aku xtakot..pdhal tgn da shaky..haha..
pastu,after 2 or 3 seconds aku pon ok la ckit..so aku dpt la gk present ngan baek perhaps..
aku membebel la kt dpn tu dgn m'bncgkn topic aku iaitu 'the causes of anorexia nervosa among teenagers'..emm..agk2 korg,korg tau x ape anorexia nervosa tu?
pnh dgr x b4 diz?hehe..( da mcm ckgu lak aku ni)
fyi,anorexia nervosa is a type of an eating disorder which the patients purposedly starved themselves in order to be thin n slim cuz they think they are fat n not perfect..its a serious n life threatening disorder xtually..
dorg2 ni sbnrnye takut nagn brat bdn sndri..dorg snggup xmkn juz nk jd kurus cuz dorg pk kurus tu chantek..mmg xpatot la sbnrnye..sbb if berterusan wat mcm ni leh bwk maut..
anyway,da 3 main causes dat i've presented mse kt klas ari tu are psychological issues dat include low self esteem,media influences like tv,magazines etc n family environment such as critical comments from parents..(ni sme sbg new info utk korg)
den,after 5 mins aku pon stop la bebel kt dpn klas..n abes je ayat thank u tu..lecturer aku puji kate "well done fatin,very good..almost zero error of grammar n good pronounciation,even ade minor mstakes but its ok..overall good work"
aku kn mcm xpcaye je lcturer aku ckp mcm tu..haha..bygkn la ade gk la yg aku tsilap ckp sbb nervous pnye psal..hehe..ape2 pon alhamdulilah sme pon da sttle..lege ckit..
btw,ari ni aku bru je abes exam eng aku mse pg td..so after diz aku cuti bout 4 days for mid sem break..yeay! another break for me..owh! thank god! i love univ lifestyle..haha..
tp after mid break aku ade exam fim n econs coming up..so,cuti ni xleh la nk enjoy sgt..have to study! study! n study! fuh..
;)

sorry bkn sombong..

2008-12-19T01:08:00.004+08:00

Pd spe2 yg sudi suh aku tag d blog dorg..aku nk ucap thanks byk2..
tharu sgt2..aku mmg nk tag kt blog korg..cme aku xfhm mcm ne nk kne wat..huhu..
aku bab2 ni mmg blurr ckit..hee..sbb tu comp test aku,aku x exempted..;)
anyway, aku bkn smbong tau cme aku xfhm..jgn pk bkn2 lak..
sorry once again..

thanks ;)

2008-12-17T12:39:00.007+08:00

Credit to phoenix,syishi,amal,joy,chilmie and advo..
coz bg aku nasihat yg sgt la berguna..n support aku..
hehe..
i really appreciate dat..;)
hope kamu sme still visit blog aku n meriah kn lg chatbox..
chayok2!
;)
p/s: nama2 d atas dpt free ice cream dr aku..hehe..
sila tuntut ice cream anda sblum khabisan stok..
;)

hurt

2008-12-15T21:49:00.004+08:00

Aku bkk page 'die'..then sje la tgk spe top fren 'die' skg rpenye ade sorg gurl ni yg dsplay name die aku xleh nk mention..owh skg da delete aku dlm top fren..xpe2...aku sabar gi..lgpon aku fhm ar yg kteorg ni da clash,so xkn la die nk ltak gi aku kt top fren..den ble aku tgk pge gurl tu..skali bestfwen 'die' bg cmment kt gurl ni ckp yg slama ni 'die' slalu ckp psal gurl ni kt bestfwen 'die'(h)..rpe2nye dorg da ade affair..mcm sial je prangai..saketnye ati aku..slama ni aku da clash ngan 'die'..aku lgsg xcontact..tp die yg start contact aku blik..pastu last2 bole kate yg kteorg ni xyah together lg..alasan punye baek..sbb pe?kononnye single lg sng..mne xnye sng nk lyan mne2 gurl yg howt kot..skg ni pon da ade gf bru..yg bngang nye xyah ar nk bg alsan mcm tu kt aku kate if kteorg together blik lom tntu leh work out...trus trang je ar sbb nk ade hbngn ngan dat gurl..xpe ko wat la..aku leh sbar gi..jgn smpai aku bnci ko trus..xsdar ke slama ni aku yg byk fahami ko..pastu ko sng2 nk wat aku mcm ni..its ok..ko wat la ape yg ko ske..aku akn tgk ko sjauh mne ko ngan die..org yg tol2 syg ko,ko xpnah nk nmpak.. n now ko crik org yg ko rse lg perfect dr aku..n sngnye ko leh crik org laen s'kelip mate juz nk gntikan aku yg 3 thn ngan ko..mne ek syg ko dlu kt aku?trus hilang?beshnye jd ko..sbb sng nk lupekan s'seorang ngan mudah..i wish i could b juz like u..hurm..ko hdup bahagia d atas ksengsaraan org laen..ko xkn rse sbb ko mmg da anggap aku da mati kn..i cant believe it sumeone dat i've known for da past 3 yrs,has been changed n became a liar!
thanks..

end of holiday ;(

2008-12-14T16:24:00.001+08:00

Sdeynye da nk kne blik cmpus..rase mlas je nk blik..kn best if cuti ni still lme lg..xsnggup ar nk harungi hari2 dkt cmpus..agak membosankan..pastu esk da la ade prsntation..xtau la aku bole wat ke x..i hope i can cuz im quite nervous when i hve to speak in front of a class..really do..mmg tabiat ni xleh hilang since aku kecik smpai la skg yg da nk msuk 19 thn..hehe..so,wish me luck then..
gudbye...
;)

guess handbags are mine now ;)

2008-12-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

im so damn real happy today..
thats b'cuz i got 2 GUESS handbags..wee..;)
xtually, it was my mom who bought 4 me..oww..so sweet ryte..?hee..
n btw, thanks mom..u're da best as usual..
wink2..

a new haircut!

2008-12-12T16:45:00.007+08:00

looks something like diz

Last few days aku gi salon MICO which is near to my house gk.. da lme da pon aku m'impikan nk gi wat a new hairstyle..den ble my mom kate nk gi sne aku pon ape gi..mmg gembira sakan la..hehe.. aku gi ngan my lil sis..she wanted to do rebonding..so aku lak decided to do a curly style..both of us had a fringe kt dpn..hee..ske2..
Anyway,mmg boring gk ar mnunggu rmbut ni nk siap..it tooks bout 4 hrs each of us..aku rse nk tdo pon ade..nsib baek la byk magazines yg die bg kt aku suh bce..at least im not so bored..or else i might fall asleep..hehe..
after 4 hrs later, i got a new hair..wee..dlu rmbut aku pjg n wavy n now it turns out to be wow! curly n a bit pndek ckit dr rmbut aku yg dlu..at first aku mcm xske sgt la cuz byk sgt curl..den lme2 mcm chantek je..so aku bia je la.. i like my new hair..

p/s: xdpt nk ltak my real pic wif new haircut..atas sbb2 yg mmg xleh elak..hee..(fhm2 sndri)

hip hip hooray

2008-12-12T14:12:00.004+08:00

Yeay!
beshnye cuz intenet da ade..b4 diz intenet asek wat hal je skg ni da ok..
so,leh la aku on9 24 hours non stop..hehe..
tp tpu ar 24 hours..bknnye aku slalu ade kt uma..mostly kt cmpus..
tp pe2 pon ble aku blik,leh la on9 s'puas2 nye..
so there's more upcoming story from me..wee..
thnks to TM yer.. ;)

wishing upon a star.

2008-12-10T22:48:00.005+08:00

i wish everything was happy juz like yesterday..
i wish we could turn back da time..
i wish we didnt fight and argue
i wish our relationship could b strong
dat no one will tear us apart..
i noe im trying so hard to keep u out of my mind
im trying to be strong without u..
but half of me keep telling me dat i cant..
i missed u..i cant lie anymore..
im dying inside..i wish u could understand..
i noe we can't b like we used to can we?
18.09.05

a fought.

2008-12-10T16:37:00.002+08:00

Couple of days ni aku mmg thap max ar upsad..i've got a fight wif my beshfren..it was seriuosly freaking me out..aku mmg xsng duduk ar smlm..xde mood lgsg nk wat ape..n aku pnye ar xleh nk mkn sbb aku wisaukn die..ni sme sbb die misunderstood between aku n ex bf die..haih..ade ke patot kwn ex bf die tu bg tau die yg aku ni rpat ngan ex die..n kteorg ni mcm like hving an affair..pdahal aku ngan die xde pape pon...aku msg ngan ex die pon juz nk ckp psal bestfwen aku ni..n after dat aku lgsg xmsg pon nagn ex die tu..ble da jd mcm ni of course ar bestfwen aku ni da mcm ragu2 kt aku..even aku ngan die da 5 yrs kwn tp ble sum1 da jd batu api..die pon msti pk bkn2 psal gk somehow..anyway,ni start sbb kwn ex die tu ckp psal aku kuar ts n lpak ngan dorg..sbnrnye aku xtau pon yg ex die tu ade gk kt ts..
(it was coincidence..) actually,bkn lpak mne pon ngan ex die tu juz aku ikot blkg die n nothing happen pon..sme sbb slah fhm..aku lak xcte kt bestwen aku xnk sdey ke ape..bsides,ex die tu sndri xbg aku bg tau die..tbe2 lak si kwn ex die tu pcahkn rhsie tu kt kwn aku..so as if like mcm aku lak yg b'salah..ok i admit..i noe it was my fault dat i didnt tell her at da first place. .im sorry..so, when diz thngs happen..it turns out to b like im da one who seems like flirting around wif her ex! padahal kwn die tu pon ade skali..aku ni juz jln pon jaoh dr dorg..biase la tu ble da org laen yg cte dlu b4 aku,so kwn aku pk aku tipu die..den die pon bngang la..
Cte ni x abes stakat tu aje..blom sttle part yg kt ts,kwn ex aku ni bg tau lak kt kwn aku yg aku msg syg2 nagn ex die..aku pnye ar bngang nk mati..ade ke patot tduh aku mcm tu..aku xpnh skali pon msg mcm tu nagn ex die..npe kwn die nk wat mcm tu kt aku..die pk aku ni nk rmpas ex kwn aku tu ke? aku sdey sgt2..den,ari ni ble aku bkk friendster,gf kwn ex die bg cmment kt aku kate aku ni prampas bestfwen sndri nye bf! aku sndri mcm tkjut gk ar..npe snggup nk ckp bkn2 tntg aku..skrg ni sme org pon ingat kau ni perampas..thnks to kwn ex die!padahal aku xtpk skali pon nk rmpas hak spe2..aku ni ade perasaan gk..aku xkn t'gamak nk wat mcm tu kt bestfwen aku yg aku knal more den 5 yrs..aku syg gle kt bestfwen aku..kteorg share evyrthing together..mne mungkin aku nk amek ex die tu..pliwsh ar..emm..aku tau kwn aku confiused..xtau nk cye spe..tp aku tluka gk la smpai leh cye org laen tp bkn kwn sndri..;(
last nite she called me n said sorry..so,i forgvie her..i did aplogize to her bout da ts thingy..so she said ok..i hope she's getting better now..aku juz xnk ble kteorg hangout together again ade gap between us two..whatever it is..i hope our friendship xkn berubah n still mcm dlu..i dun want to lose any one of fedorian..esp u my beshty..
im sorry 4 everything..i'll never hurt u again..

roomates.

2008-12-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hye2..sorry sgt2 coz da lme xupdate story baru kt cni..bru ari ni dpt on9 kt cc..so,agk byk gk la aku nk m'ceritakan ksah2 aku yg last week..so,last weekend fes time aku xblik uma..juz stay wif my roomates..tp kteorg bkn stay kt cmpus mse weekend tu..g sleepover kt umah 1 of my roomates..(nea) which situated smewhere in kl..hee..so,mlm tu kteorg kuar nk gi mkn free kt kdai abg sepu..die kate kt sentol rpe2nye kt greenwood gombak..aku pnye ar bngang..aku pk dkat la kot..skali kne jungle trekking tgh2 mlm kt tmpat glap smate2 nk gi mkn free..nsib baek xjd pape..if x aku bunuh sepu tu..hehe..aku da ar lom kawen gi..hehe..anyway,at last kteorg smpai ar gk kt tmpat mkn tu..smpai2 ape gi..mkn puas2 sbb da lapar pnye psal..thnks ye sepu! ;)
den for da next day,kteorg nye plan nk gi central market cuz nk jln2 sbb xpnh gi sne..tp tbe2 sme stuju nk gi time square again..haih da la mase tu ari sabtu..rmai nk gle dak2 yg lpak kt sne..aku ni naek rimas tgk..plik2 ar dak zaman skg ni nye dressup..huhu...aku kureng fhm tol..ape2 pon aku bkn niat nk kutuk..its just a fact! so,if spe2 yg trase ke ape maaf ye..mmg e2 yg aku observe mse aku kt sne..plik2..hee..btw,aku ingat aku lpak rmai2 ngan my frens..tp rupenye da ade plan laen..hajar gi borders,nea n sepu lpak bdua..n naza lak jupe kwn die...last2 aku gk yg sorg2..haha..aku ape lg shopping ar cuz da boring..mcm2 gk ar aku bli...if mama aku tau msti ngamuk ni..hehe..nk wat mcm ne xtahan ar tgk bju cute2 kt sne..aku rse da over budget kot aku spent..hee..whatever it is im happy so,let it be ryte..hehe..;)
hurm..so like usual,ahad tu kteorg trus blik campus..but b4 nk blik tu,smpat gi snggah mid..tgk wyang cte twilight! haha..dpt tgk my cedric ( imean edward) yg hnsem tu..hee..a great movie!
;)

girang!

2008-11-22T17:58:00.009+08:00

Inilah aku pd hari ni..sgt gila..haha..da xtau nk wat ape..jap pkai tdung biase den switch pkai tdung lilit..haha..mmg ngok! 2 yg aku cmpose kt cni..sje2 utk b'suka ria..xde kne mengena ngan spe2 ye..HARAP MAKLUM.

today n yesterday!

2008-11-21T17:28:00.004+08:00

Akhrnye dpt gk chance aku nk tulis story baru kt cni..hee..biasenye weekend jela aku leh on9 sbb aku blik uma..so,tpkse la aku kumpul 5 hari den baru leh submit kt cni..hehe..mcm2 jd kt aku sbnrnye last week..tp aku pon xtau nk start dr mne..so,alang2 tu xyahla cite kn2?hehe..ape2 pon last tuesday aku selamat m'duduki exam special ept..haih soalan die rsenye xde lg ssh kot dorg ni nk wat..pning pale otak aku nk jwb..nk gk la aku gve up last2 minute tu..even soalan die juz abc n writng ttap gk susah..yg xleh blahnye ade ke soalan wrtng tjuk die amek yg last sem final exam aku utk wrtng?cme die tukar argumentative jer..xpatot lgsg..ni msti kes malas nih..hee..nsib baek la ade org tu da ajar aku format utk argumentative..e2pon sian die 2,3 kali gk la nk trang kt aku..sbb aku ni kurang fhm ckit..hehe..mne x nye bknnye aku pnh blaja wat argumentative..b4 diz lvl 4 last sem eng juz wat cmpare cntrast..ape2 pon alhamdulilah la aku leh wat..thanks yer..;) skg ni juz tggu je la result yg bkal kuar..ape2 pon result die aku trime je dgn seadanye..hee..if dpt skip lvl 5 n go to lvl6 da kre ok..if x pon,aku xksah..smenye allah yg tntukan..isnt it? [ni summary utk last week]
Utk ari ni lak aku xwat pape pon..juz duk uma jge adek aku..den on9 n tukar skin baru 4 my blog..hope u like it..;) ini pon juz try je dlu..hee..jgn ade lg la org yg salu copy aku nye skin den ltak kt blog die..asek nk tiru aku je..xde creativity lgsg..huh! ingatkn tonite nk ajak my mom kuar gi shopping..e2 pon if die free la..hehe..ok la gtg..
bye2..

miley cyrus-goodbye

2008-11-16T23:57:00.007+08:00

my fav song..

study time!

2008-11-15T15:25:00.002+08:00

whoah!
boringnye nk kne study utk exam..even eng je pon..still kne cncentrate on grammar..
huhu..
chayok2!

love! love!

2008-11-14T01:22:00.004+08:00

I love him.him n him!..need him more den anything..i juz want him to stay wif me forever..miss my hndsome so much!

life in 2nd sem!

2008-11-13T22:31:00.008+08:00

Its been almost a week xon9..sdey2!da blik kt cmpus mmg aku kdg2 je leh on9 unless weekend aku blik uma..sorry pd spe2 yg tgh tggu story bru tu..harap2 b'sbar ye..mmg aku akn lmbap ckit nk m'update story..tp ape2 pon aku akn crik gk mse nk tulis cte2 kt cni..dun worry!hee.. nyway,diz week ari yg agak boring gk la coz baru2 lg start sem..even gi class pon,lcturer xde n lom start blaja..so ape lg leh ar blik awal..den tdo,tdo n tdo! hehe..mmg tol2 la free..tp within nex week of course bz...so,b'mula la hidup aku sbg student blik...yg schedule die almost da same every day n every week..huh!sabar jela kn fatin..hee..nk tau x?aku nye class math kt abc(boys' hostel) ramai gle jeles..haha..lucky me i've got group 4 for math!hee..juz kidding!;) talk about my days in uia..nex tuesday(18.11.08)i hve ept(eng placement test) again..cuz my eng 4 final exam las sem A-..so i got a chance to sit for da ept..if i pass da test,i'll skip my level 5 eng n go to level 6..which is more diff i guess..but da prob is,aku x rase aku leh wat pon test 2..huhu..bknnye aku terer pon..tp my parents n dak comeyl keep saying dat aku bole! so,i'll try my best to achieve my goal!hehe..wish me luck den!;)

back to cfs!

2008-11-08T19:48:00.007+08:00

Haih..xsngke da abes break..even 3 weeks pon rse mcm jap je..esk da nk blik uia..huhu..mlas je rse nk g sne..nk duk uma lg besh! hee..2nd sem is a bout to start..more challenging den da previous one..xtau la leh hndle ke x..i hope i can..so,mayb aku akn jarang on9 n sorry if xdpt nk update story baru..ape2 pon akn aku crik mse gk utk spend tme kt blog ni..hehe..=] nyway,cant wait to meet my sygs tomorrow..naza,nea n hajar! missed u guys so damn much! wee..btw,im glad we're still roomates..even bkn kt kc agi but kte ttap akn jd gle2 mcm dlm kc430..hehe..so,gudbye kc430 n welcome aisyah 007(james bond no) ;)

hate!

2008-11-07T02:14:00.003+08:00

Haih jap je rse cuti..den da nk blik uia 4 2nd sem...msti boring..da la mahallah pon kene tukar..elok2 duk kc..kne tukar aisyah..uwaa...komfem nitemare aku akn b'mula..huhu..sian kt org tu kne dgr prob aku 24 hours..tp nk wat mcm ne die je yg tau pe aku rse..kn2?sorry ek.. pastu kt dak comeyl jgn dow mjuk ngan aku..sorry la..im juz joking..

gud news!

2008-11-05T22:36:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulilah my cgpa 4 final exam was 3.67..thnk god! pastu arabic n eng aku dpt A-..da la arb tu aku xstudy sgt pn..skali pass..syukur sgt2..hehe..tp aku juz hope dat nex sem aku leh maintain prestasi aku..sbb da la nex sem subject aku lg byk..haih..chayok2 fatin!! u can do it!..hehe..
p/s: thnks to dak comeyl!

missing you

2008-11-04T11:40:00.008+08:00

I m i s s you..
miss you like crazy..
i dun noe what to do
i just cant stop thinking bout u
i miss every single moments when i was with u
i wish i could meet u
n spend more time wif u like we used to do

B a b e..
i was remembering our times
the good and the bad
the funny times when you cheered me up
and especially the sad
remembering your eyes
how they always meet mine
remembering all the little things you do
to make my life worthwhile
i was wondering when we'll be together
just two of us
i guess i'm missing you more than i usually do
i'm sorry..

here in jb

2008-11-03T20:16:00.004+08:00

Hye2..ryte now im in jb..ikut my mama cuz die ade keje kt cni..so,might as well i followed her rather den stayed at home..so,im staying in M-Suite Hotel somewhere in jb gk..near to Danga Bay..so far ok gk la kt cni asalkn dpt on9..tp yg xbest kne byar..rm40 per day..huhu..so expensive kn?nyway,aku pon bru je smpai tgh hari td..ari ni xde xtvt besh pon..juz gi visit my grandma's fren kt uma die..esk nye plan?xde gi kot..hee..mayb juz lpak dlm blik ni n tgk tv..if boring,leh g pntai! wee..=]

what a day!

2008-11-01T22:50:00.010+08:00

Ish2...tnsion la..bru ari ni dpt on9..intenet asek wat hal je..ngok tol! Ari ni aku xwat pape pon..juz g mid wif my mama..n we shop till us drop..hehe..i bought 3 items from nichii(one of my fav shop)n yg xsngkenye sme yg aku beli sme black in colour..hehe..=) abesla pasni wardrobe pnuh lgi ar ngan kaler itam..da jd emo lak aku..haha..(xtually xnk pon jd mcm 2..its not me at all)even ade je kaler2 laen bju aku tu but mostly,msti ade gk kaler itam..hee..da jodoh agknye..=) btw lets proceed again ape yg aku wat ari ni..td tu advrtsment smpingan ye..hehe..den,my aunt invited us gi uma die cuz die wat birthday party 4 her daughter(iman,my drop dead gorgeous cuzin) n open house too...so, after blik from mid kteorg pon straight away gi uma die..smpai je sne juz ade our relatives only..yg laen sme da blik..lege skit if x msti pning pale ngan ramai2 org..ouh! we're so lucky! hehe..aku pon pe gi trus gi kt dining tble n get some food to eat..gees..mmg byk gile mknan like nasi briyani,roti jala,lmang & beef redang also a mash potato! everything was nice cuz my aunt's frens yg msak..bravo2! hee..ok la,rsenye da xtau nk tulis pe gi..mayb agak boring kot tp juz nk share story je..harap maaf!sgala kesulitan amat dikesali..hee..owh,b4 i stop writing, i almost forgot ade cte ckit gi..mse tgh jln2 kt mid 2 aku pon stop by kt stu shop ni yg jual accesories for girls..n t'nmpak bracelet yg jnis ade beeds like heart shape which is in turqoise blue n also ade star beside the hearts...cantek! so,i've decided to buy 4 iman as a present 4 her 14th birtday which is supposed to be today(2nd of nov)..mama die sje wat birthday party awal..hehe..gtg,nyte..
p/s: Happy Birthday to u Iman! may ALLAH always bless u..

whateva!

2008-10-31T00:08:00.008+08:00

Eh pd org tu yg xpuas ati ngan cara aku tulis..xyah ar bce blog ni..stakat nk kutuk2..baek xya! mcm la bgus sgt..ntah2 ko pon sme je..at least im trying to write in eng instead of nothing! duh! so,back off ok..ckp mcm aku xtau lak grammar smua..if nk ikotkn dlm mne2 blog org laen xsmua eng 100 correct! bkn nk tulis karangan ke ape..da kate blog..tulis je la ape ske..kalau aku bodo bi,xde la eng aku dpt A1 dlm spm! 1 more thing..say whatever u want to say cuz i dun even really care!

paris :)

2008-10-27T17:59:00.002+08:00

Whoah paris! :) aku teringin sgt nk gi cni..xtau npe..mayb aku rse tmpt die best n view die cantek! menarik! da bomb! kot..haha...dlu ade gk brngan2 ngan die nk gi cni ble aku da kawen nanti as for a honeymoon..brngan2 je lom tntu jd knyataan kn?sbb kte juz rancang but Allah yg tntukn everythng..ryte?nyway,ape2 pon hope it will come true to visit paris 1 day! xksahla ngan my frens or loved ones..:) b4 i end up,ni ade sjak or puisi(xsure hehe) aku create..hope2 ok la mne tau leh mnang award sjak t'best ke..haha..bye2..

I'm taking a trip to Paris,
I'm taking all my favorite things,
A beautiful and delicate white gown,
A box of creamy chocolates,
A frame which has a picture of us together,
Waiting for him to come over and take me away,
And last,with the snowflakes keep pouring onto the ground,
With a wonderful scenery from Eiffel Tower,
So perfectly.

cant help diz feeling..

2008-10-27T16:03:00.005+08:00

juz another story..

2008-10-27T15:07:00.010+08:00

Baru je ckp xnk bg die salah fhm last2 jd gk..haih,i've juz got a fight wif him..and its all b'coz dat someone yg lukis pic aku tu..nth la..psal tu pon leh jd story..haih,ingat aku ske ke boy tu..i mean i'm not into him..at all..please la..ape2 pon die wat utk aku xksah la either die ikhlas or ade any intention laen towards me..aku ttp xleh nk ske die.. why must die nk mara2 aku n put a blame on me sdgkn aku lgsg xlyan boy tu..:( once aku kate xlyan means siyesly la aku xlyan..da knal aku 3 thn..msti ar kne trust aku even whatever thngs had happend or might happen..trust is all we need for a relationshp is it?deary...npe ek kte salu ade je mnde nk argue?we used to b so close n xpnh pon nk gado mnde2 mcm ni..but now,everythings chnged..skit2 msti ade je mnde nk gado..haih..is it my fault?u?or us?nthla..ape2 pon i juz wanna say sorry..aku tulis cte psal pic tu bkn niat nk kagum ke ape juz nk mnambhkn gi cte kt blog ni..to him,please dun get me wrong..

7 things by miley cyrus

2008-10-26T16:26:00.005+08:00

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

im back..:)

2008-10-26T15:01:00.013+08:00

I've juz got back from muar...smpai je umah,trus lari msuk blik nk 0n9..hehe..can't wait nk tulis cte bru kt blog ni..xtually g muar tu sbb my mom suh ikot die g jln2 umah my aunty..den bwkla my whole fmily except my lil bro yg mmg mlas nk g mne2..mmg ske ar die dpt duk umah sorg2 n jd king of da house for 3 days..hehe..Kteorg btolak ptg n smpai sne da mlm..cuz sddenly decides nk g muar..so trus g mamam kt mdan ikn bkar smwhere in muar gk..diz place quite famous gk coz mkanan die sdap n murah lak tu..krenye worth it la..hee..
(mmg if da dtg muar pon tmpat ni gk kteorg salu gi..)So, da next day,aku pk juz nk duk uma my aunt..pastu tbe2 mama kate nk gi uma student die in perserai..i thought mayb i' should stay at home n relax..but my mom mcm iya2 nk suh aku gi..aku pn ngan mlasnye gi la gk kn..den smpai je uma 'student' my mom aku mcm biase la tpkse la pretend wat mke smanis2 mungkin cuz xnk my mom kcik ati or what..da slam2 her mom sme,aku tnye ar mama mne die nye student tu..nk la gk knal..den guess wat happen?rpe2nye my ex rumate yg supposed blaja sme2 ngan aku kt uia but die dpat twaran g new zealand wat tesl..lucky her! btw,i was like so suprised.. xsngke my mom pndai tol brlakon kate nk gi umah student die..pdahal die da awl2 bsubahat wif my mom's ex rumate..aku sorg je yg xtau nk g uma die..hehe..da best actress award goes to my mama! haha..nyway,mmg best pon mse tu..da lme xjupe die..rndu sgt2..at last dpt gk meet her..=] thnks mama syg..u're da best! b4 aku stop tulis..nk ckp cian kt org tu tpkse duk uma sorg2 mse aku xde tp xpe aku da blik skg...hehe..bye2 diary..

hsm3

2008-10-22T02:39:00.004+08:00

High school musical 3..cant wait to watch diz muvie..

having fun..

2008-10-22T02:25:00.002+08:00

Yeay! im in a mood of holiday..hehe...even,cuti tu juz 4 only 3 weeks tp still leh relax2 kt uma..n da most imprtant thng is leh on9 bile2 mse yg aku nk..=] nyway, last sunday,aku hangout ngan my twins at 1 utama..n we've been accompanied wif my twins' bf..even, aku sorg2 je time tu tp still its quite enjoy..yg pntg dpt tman twins aku tu jupe ksygn die yg die rndu gle2 tu..hehe..cece n nicky both uf u r so sweet 2getha! love both uf u very da much! =]
hurm, to dak comeyl ! aku windu ko tau..hehe..

pissed off !

2008-10-10T20:12:00.004+08:00

Ish bngang tol la..ade diz gurl ni..she's kind of a big copycater,i guess coz she's always copy my layout for her blog..n i dun noe y must she do dat? i mean pls go create ur own style..dun just copy everything i did..esp my layout..it takes a lil time 4 me to find a cute layout 4 my blog..do respect it..aku pon b'susah pyah nk crik website tu..pastu sng2 je org nk copy2..nmpk sgt..coz b4 diz aku gne layout laen..die pon wat gk..its too obvious la gurl..sorry,bkn nk mgata but da lme sbr kn..im not a kind of person yg sng2 nk sound org..if pkara ni terjadi kt korg,msti korg bngang gk kn..

exam! =(

2008-10-05T19:40:00.004+08:00

Tension2! ish im really dead! exam da la diz Thursday,den aku xstudy pape pon lg..ish2.. pe la nk jd ngan aku nih..mcm ne nk study, xda mood ar..hehe..ape2 pon do enjoy ur holiday! happy raya to all..
muah2
love,fatin

nyte!

2008-09-26T01:04:00.003+08:00

Ish boringnye mlm ni..xtau nk wat pe..on9 ms pon boring...so,i've decided utk tulis kt cni..erm..im kind of missing sum1 ryte now..who is it exactly??huhu..he's been so far away from me..i juz hope he felt da same way i did..wee.. x0x0.muah2!!

mcD..im love in it!

2008-09-25T23:21:00.004+08:00

Yeay!!

beshnye 2day dpt mamam mcD..hehe..stelah sekian lme aku nk mkn..rndu gler..
at last dpt gk..thnks dear buddy coz tlg belikan aku..hehe..=)

where to find a cute templates?

2008-09-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

Sdey ni..mne nk crik a nice2 n cute templates for blogger ek? da pnat crik..tp xjupe2 gk..huhu..
if there's anyone here tau mne2 website yg ade templates yg cute2..let me noe k..leh send msg kt my ms or friendster..tq dear..
muah2!!
=]

w980i

2008-09-21T15:16:00.001+08:00

I admired diz hp soo much!! damn! its really howt n like so stylish..it has 3.2 megapix plus wif a crystal clear sound n a sleek design..tgh brangan2 je nih ble dpt buy diz hp..hehe..oh baby..when will u b mine..
=]

syawal will be here soon..=]

2008-09-20T15:16:00.001+08:00

Wa..lmenye da xtulis kt cni..sorry coz da lme xupdate my blog..rndu sgt2 kt my diary nih.. kind of bz2 wif my ofcoz assgnments again! fuh! plus wif my internet wat hal..juz leh on9 kt cc at my u once a while..whateva it is..im happy bcoz raye da dkt..wee..=] hehe..skg ni tgh siap2 wif raye thingy..got 2 buy a new bju rye for diz year..but den,i have'nt made up my mind yet of wat kaler diz year..if ade spe2 nk bg cdangan 4 my bju rye..sile2 la yer..jgn malu2..hehe..=] btw..thanks pd spe2 yg sudi snggah kt my blog..really2 appreaciate it..if ade pape comment,let me noe yer..bbye..
x0x0 =]

from da bottom of my broken heart

2008-09-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

i dunno wat 2 say.. i felt a bit depressed n upsad..i want 2 cry n cry..i cant even think anymore..
y is it hve 2 b diz way..? i gave him love..cherish for him..care for him..n y suddenly he's been changed? die da lupe ke all da promises mse kteorg b'sama. . i mean 3 yrs..skg trus brubah..aku da xtau nk jd gurl yg tbaek mcm ne gi for him so dat he can realise dat..=(
i dun want 2 cry..but i cant help it..it hurts me badly..juz xsngke da one who used to care n love me..tbe2 je da jd laen..skg,he falls for sum1 else..he said dat gurl really loves him..will do anything for him..snggup brubah for him..he said gurl tu juz kwn die..tp xbrani bg tau dat gurl yg kteorg da baek..i mean he's scared if gurl tu jd mcm dlu..=( sng2nye die leh replace org laen..pdahal aku kt cni mnderita juz nk lupekn die..npe die leh wat mcm tu..die xrse guilty ke?
mayb xla kot cuz he's been blind wif his new love..aku da xlyak for him anymore..die da xnk aku..da bnci sgt agknye kt aku..aku da xprfect di mate die..
juz hoping he'll happy wif her..amin..
=(

finally ramadhan has come..

2008-08-30T01:27:00.001+08:00

Can't wait 2 b in ramadhan..hehe..even msti pnat fasting mse tgh ade class..tp nvr mind..mnde wajib ryte..so,nk xnk,we hve to do it cuz is a part of umat islam thingy..hopefully leh jd org yg lbey baek..amin..hehe..quite boring xtually hve 2 fast in da hostel..xdpt nk rse my grandma's cooking..huhu..missh2!! den,dwit lak msti byk kuar mse fasting kt cni..sdey2! nk blik..
huhu..

Tips to manage life after a break up

2008-08-25T22:55:00.001+08:00

Find something to occupy yourself with. Sitting around with too much time to think can be torturous. Take up activities that pump your adrenaline like adventure sports, tennis, swimming etc. Anything that tires you, so that you don’t have time to think about your ex again.

Pen down your emotions. Writing is very cathartic. You can start a diary and pour your hidden thoughts and emotions without having to explain yourself to anyone.

Indulge in activities that make you feel special.

Avoid indulging in activities of self destruction like prescription drugs, alcohol and other drugs. You may think that they will relax you but you are actually inviting more trouble.

Don’t try to deal the breakup on your own. If you sincerely believe in a friend or a family member then share your feelings and release some of your burden. If you don’t feel comfortable with these people then there are professionals who are trained to help you deal with such situations.

When you start seeing other people again, learn to be independent and not get too tangled so that if things don’t workout you don’t find yourself back to square one.

Maintain your network of friends, interests and activities that define the person you are.

Never stop believing in yourself.

Remember whatever happens, it is for the best. You learn with every experience which makes you stronger and more self reliant.

friendship

2008-08-24T01:47:00.000+08:00

hye
alhamdulillah smenye da ok balik..my fren da start msg wif me again..he da xmjuk lg..
damn i miss to chat wif him again..nsib baek his mood ok ari ni..nywy, boringnye cuz esk hve to go bck to my hostel..huhu..wish me luck 4 da next exam..=]
ok..nk tdo da ni..
nyte dear..
x0x0!

happy time

2008-08-23T02:33:00.000+08:00

Dear diary,
i really miss u..hehe..i've been sort of bz for couple of weeks wif a lots of assignments which need to b done n of course had to focus on my arabic exam..fuh! finally its over..or else i might b insane..hehe..so talk bout my arabic paper..guess wat? i've pass it wif flying colours..amin!
btw, i've got to go..kinda sleepy..need to get some rest.
bye muah2!

confused

2008-08-08T12:59:00.001+08:00

Its been a rough day 4 me..getting so much pressure..i didn't noe wat am i supposed to do..he's been begging to come back to me once again..huh..im getting so confused...after all wat he did to me..i admit i do love him..i cant forget him at all..even I've trying so hard..it hurts me sometimes..i want him back..but im afraid if he do it again..i need some strength..
god pls help me..=(

myself

2008-08-04T22:27:00.001+08:00

Hey All!!
Muh name is fatin..i'm 18..haha..
Fyi,i'm new here..so nothing much for now..i'm still thinking bout wat shud i write here..
sorry 4 dat..
Do read my blog soon..when its ready..haha..

xoxo!